Looking thru new eyes.

guess what!

i finally made a new pair of specs for my ever so failing eyes!

haha..

been relying on my trusty blackie ones for so long that even when my eyesight was getting blurry,
i still brush them off as the lens being smudged.

selenger siak dylla.

so yeah. after months and years of procrastinating to buy a new one,
after months & years of love nagging at me to stop MY nagging and just buy 1 pair of specs,
and after scouting around for the frames that suits me,

and after being in that special room to determine how high my degrees was,

i finally bought it.

this is definitely the first and hopefully the last time (for now) that i kinda splurge on a pair of specs.
much less any other items.

with the amount i paid, could've easily bought a Coach bag. and loads of clothes & stuffs online.

i know, i know..
am supposed to save the money for the big day
and i'm still psyche-ing myself that it was a good deal
and that it was more of a need for me, not just a want.
so ok la.

i'm extremely satisfies with the purchase ok?

the guy who manage to convince me to buy this pair was damn good too.

highly recommended.

if need further details, u know wat to do.

Just the boxes ok.
the one on top is the packaging.
the white one is the specs casing.

That's my newbie.

uber-sexy.

a lil starry guidance on the sides.

and yes..

i had it built in with the transition lenses.

keep my sun's glare away frm my eyes.

8)

Hate.

i hate it when fights happen.
pride is hurt.
ego is too big to concede defeat that it bruises along the way.

i want to run away to no-man's island.
i need to find peace.

Rimas

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Zombie.Nytz

well..

the past week has been kinda hectic for me..

work has unusually been hectic.

not forgetting tiring.

mentally & physically.

mentally cos of all the bloody complains to attend to.

physically cos i was on mostly mornin shift.

that's the worse part la!

having to wake up early just 2 go work..

so nantokz!

and after so long, my off days were spent @ hm, sleeping or at least trying to be a high class bum..

be a gd exemplary daughter/fiancee after so long ok?

if not... *sighz*

the next 2 weeks are gonna be murderous for me man..

workin d graveyard shift.

i mean, it's fun.

we could chat chat with each other with lesser interruptions.

in fact i welcome it.

the only thing is..

waaaah...

mata gue lohei ok?!

eyes can be like garfield esp around 6am onwards..

haha..

just picture me with garfield eyes.... (-_-)

but on another active note,

active being the babies..

My sweetheart Erfan & Elly just recovered frm their bouts of HFMD

Alhamdulillah!

CheekyLuv!

Sayang Erfan & Elly.

Adi munchkin is getting rounder every day. as u can c.

Munchkin with celak.

Doctor Munchkin

Tryin to gimme a big smile

and Darling Syai's ring finger was caught on the lift dr.
luckily just abrasions only..
my dad da nickname kan dier 'Pendekar'.
for being so fearless and tak tau rasa sakit nye budak..
my brave boy!

hahah..

Pendekar nak swimming

Pendekar nak sleep now..

Nyte Nytz!

Well - Unwell.

well, the doc's appt last fri wasnt too bad..
aside frm the long wait, it was fine..
reached KKH @ 8am, went for the 1st appt - diagnostic imaging.

scared shitless for this one ok?
was having nitemares cos was sooo chickened out at the tot of them piercing the dreadfull iv drips on the back of my hand.
but in the end, i just hadda go for the ultrasound tests..
was scared shitless for nuthin..

den go queue up 2 meet my handsome doc lak..
that one... the wait was terrible.
the nurse made me run on a wild goose chase.
basket.
finally met up with my ob-gyn.
that handsome/cute doc of mine.
he says nuthin to werri.. it's all fine..
he said smtg like "there's some blocked fluids - but it's all normal."
so for now i'm good. i trust him la. but he did say itmay recur. so i need to constantly be on medical check up.
haiz..

for the past few days leading up to the medical check up, was not feelin well at all..
my throat shows signs of being scratchy bitchy.
den slowly my nose went running around leaking its pipe as they go.

that fri nite itself, i fell sick.
i guess i was so scared of the checkup that i fell sick..
stoopid la..
when night time falls, i wass feelin feverish like nobody's business.
my eyes was struggling to open but it just collapsed on me

the next day, the saturday, i was supp to work the 12pm-10pm shift.
but guess wat. i cant even get up..
my whole body felt like it was on pins and needles
force myself up, got ready and straightaway went to the docs.

luckily there was not much people ard..
so was entertained by the doc soon after.

when i told him of my symptoms, he asked
Doc: is there anyone in your family who has sinus?
Me: well, yeah.. my dad.. my uncle..
Doc: oh.. cos u have sinus.how lng u got the fever?
Me: abt 2 days ago.
Doc: Aiya u.. y wait so long then come find doctor? now u got the full blown flu ready.
Me: no la.. i tot just eat the meds at home den can ready..
Doc: aiya, u eat med, but u still have to push yourself outta bed and exerct pressure for work, how to rest ur sickness away.. U need plenty of plain h2o & bed rest ok?
Me: Ok doc.

So yeah.
moral of story - no point pushing urself so hard when u start 2 feel sick - it'll only make u feel even worse. just go to the doc.. see wat's his advice. scared the minor pain can be a major pain in the ass if u wait it out..

so yeah.
after docs went straight hm to eat and eat my medicine, which if i may add, was damn super..
it knocks me out so fast and let me really sleep the day away.. haha..
feelin so shiok to be bumming around for 2 days doin nuthin but watch tv, sleep and be like a slob..

have a gd weekend people!!